There is a clear schism and divide within society, every day I’m reminded of that damn meme of the rabbit, you can tell who has been hardened by life and those who have been insulated by it.
sending big energy to your friend. have been very lucky and blessed to have somehow avoided having to face down the suddenness and abruptness of having to consider mortality when it's at the barrel of a gun (a kid upped it on me when i was little because me and my friends kept answering his question as to where his friend was to "up your butt", but it turned out to be a bb gun with the tip filed off, but yeah. it always put the reminder that this shit can get very real in an instant in the base of my skull.)
foreboding, hyperstition, premonition - idk what to tell you or add. i've felt it before, often feel the same way. kind of just trying to keep paying it forward and help people and whatever Great Work comes out of it happens or not - day-by-day. it doesn't fill the void, but it may stop the hole from draining in someone else's, which is all we can really do. i know that's not helpful to read from a little internet avatar on a screen.
sending big energy to your friend. have been very lucky and blessed to have somehow avoided having to face down the suddenness and abruptness of having to consider mortality when it's at the barrel of a gun (a kid upped it on me when i was little because me and my friends kept answering his question as to where his friend was to "up your butt", but it turned out to be a bb gun with the tip filed off, but yeah. it always put the reminder that this shit can get very real in an instant in the base of my skull.)
foreboding, hyperstition, premonition - idk what to tell you or add. i've felt it before, often feel the same way. kind of just trying to keep paying it forward and help people and whatever Great Work comes out of it happens or not - day-by-day. it doesn't fill the void, but it may stop the hole from draining in someone else's, which is all we can really do. i know that's not helpful to read from a little internet avatar on a screen.
hope you're doing well as always.